I'm so tired. I'm tired inside... tired of waiting, tired of being depressed and feeling terrible. I feel awful, because there is nothing in the world that I want more than to have him back... I don't know if I'm starting to give up hope. It doesn't mean anything if I do... how hopeful am I, really? But I'll always be waiting...
how hard is it when you know you're meant to be...
Will anyone believe me?