I find myself spending more and more time roleplaying; and more and more time with my brothers. It's almost as if I crave attention now, because for so long I had none. For so long I had so much and it was ripped away; it's slowly coming back... but my attention span is limited and I'm not sure how long I can last on the tiny drops of rain that I lick up from the ground, soft tongue lapping against harsh pavement, waiting for the storm to come.