Fear.
Terror.
(Fearangerfear) The world is ending over and over again, echoes down crimson streams and shaken blood splatters so delightedly against a pale background, stirred and carbonated, bubbling as the innocence of youth (CAN'TSLEEPfearscaredfear!!) and no one can cover the wound.
None can soothe the burns and aches and every single post brings so many words that mean nothing. Why can I not merely loathe myself in silence? (fearfearFEAR!!! WHYamialone, WHYwontyouLEAVEMEalone?!) Every single moment agony, ten thousand moments in one, confusion and inbetween everything running together until
the
words
blur
so
far
all I can do is SCREAM
until the nightmares fade away