n.
A thin sharp-edged piece of steel that can be fitted into a razor.
The swift, clean bite of steel; insatiable and everlasting. Cold, warm, bitter and sweet at the same time - my catharsis, forgiveness, my favorite sin. A wound to my pride, perhaps, but a love-affair with a blade is the hardest thing to eradicate - it's become a call to my soul, a driving urge, a way to survive. The way I survive. Beautiful and idyllic. And yet it's so hard for others to understand - taboo and wrong in society, bloodletting is a terrible crime. Why should I be locked up for wanting to live?