n.
A confused, disoriented state of mind.
I live my life in a state of vertigo. Reeling, vision distorted and the world a stream-of-consciousness that can't sotp, won't stop. Everything is confused, and I'm not sure who I am anymore. Nothing is real and I'm not sure it ever was. I'm not sure it ever will be, either. Sometimes I wonder where I'm supposed to go from here and then I remember that I haven't even started walking yet.